The electric shock is still coming through but my body become sort of numb. When I got back, there is no electric shocks, I think the watchers are not sure what is going on so they stopped tipping. Xnxx porn Finally I went back to my room and switch my laptop on. I went to shower and I couldn’t resist. But the damage is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Now it is the time and its no turning back. With tears in my eyes I ask watchers if they could stop tipping. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and perverse fantasies. The hours are passing by and I’m still not sure, now when time of show is so near everything becomes real and serious and I have a lot of doubts and I still have a chance to quit. At last the show day has come. The rest of the night I spend watching my video and masturbating franticly. I quickly log off from the site and switch off the camera, I feel shame and disgrace of what I’ve done. I need to do few more things before start. There are moments when I don’t have a break from electric shocks.
