If one closeted sissy or girly boy who feels guilty about the way they see themselves reads this, and it inspires them to open their minds and let go of their inhibitions, then writing this will have been worth it. Xnxx Most men have no idea what it feels like to be objectified sexually. Being a football player, I had a thick and plump ass from doing lots of squats. When convenient, he would bring me lingerie to wear, and I would suck his cock and eat his cum, just like the first time. In the times that I was questioning my sexuality, I tried watching gay porn, and frankly, nothing is as gross to me as 2 hairy, masculine men getting it on. I had my first feminine feelings and thoughts around age 5, but I did what 99% of boys/men do if or when those feelings occur. It wasn’t gay. Look at it like this: Imagine those feelings of lust, the intensifying heartbeat, the adrenaline rush, and everything else that you experience when a girl has you incredibly turned on.
